Thursday, April 16, 2009

Depression...

I'm not really sure when will this depression end. The last time I posted was last Friday when I was in Davao. That time I was so happy because I was with my family, relaxing at home, chatting with my dearest mom, and thinking what would my life be if I stay in Davao for good. At the moment, I have this feeling of uncertainty - wanting to go back to Davao and be with my family. I even cried for days now and I couldn't stop reminiscing about my vacation in Davao.

Homesick... yeah, a good word to describe my feelings today.

Later this afternoon, I'll be meeting my friend Jelai here in Global City to chat. I can't be alone at this point as that will make me so crazy.

I miss Mama, Tatay, Anjo, and everyone back home.

I can't wait for my next vacation in Davao.

Friday, April 10, 2009

I'm HOME...Finally!

I arrived yesterday (04.09.09) at around 7pm at Davao International Airport. My mom and my cousin, Vanessa, were there waiting for me going out of the airport gate. They have never changed except for the fact that I was too excited to step again on Davao soil and hug my mom so tight. I arrived home around 7:30pm and voila, everyone was there - my cousins and pamangkins. We ate a lot as if we're having our last supper together. I spent the entire night chatting with them, looking at my makulit pamangkin, Isaiah Johannes, laughing-out-loud with them while eating ice cream my cousin and I bought from the convenience store. I terribly miss everyone.

Today, since all establishments are closed, I stayed the whole day at home relaxing. We went to antie Nene's house in Capundoc late afternoon with my cousins and pamangkins "again". Antie Cynthia was also there asking me to buy another round of ice cream. And I did. We stayed there for almost 3 hours chatting and still looking on how Isaiah played the balls.

I went back home at 8:30pm. My mom cooked some sauteed sardines (so yummy!) since its a good Friday today, its not allowed to eat some sort of pork/beef/chicken (we are practicing catholicism by the way).

And now, Im here again, online and writing this blog to fight boredom. Haha...

Oh yeah, Im starting to feel sleepy.