When God Made You. 87

Have you ever wondered how God created humans? Set aside scientific explanations, but it draws interest on me how He made us according to His plan. We were created not for the sake of filling millions of acres of land - if that was the reason, well, the universe is too big for us. No matter how hard life would be, still, we shouldn't forget that we are taking this journey according to His will.

Now, Did God think about me when He made you? I think He did and I am glad I found you. And I genuinely believe and I believe for sometime now that we are perfect for each other. You know why?

a. I hate tomatoes. You love tomatoes. The reason for that is for me to know that not all tomatoes taste bad and to experience the good side of it and for you to realize that a few of the world's population don't like it at all.

b. I love to swim. You wanted to learn to swim. I remember the day when you asked me to teach you how to swim. And I did. Though, you still have to do your laps to practice your strokes more (we're done with the front crawl, next is breast stroke).

c. I am a surfer. You love the beach. Perfect!

d. I don't like cold places. You do. And it works well when we're enjoying each others' warmth when its getting cold.

e. I don't like household chores. You do. The reason for that is for me to learn some of it and for you to realize that you need rest.

f. You're afraid of the dark. Not me. This is for you to know that you couldn't see light if there's no darkness and for me to realize that sometimes, we should be afraid of the dark.

g. I don't want to eat unfamiliar foods. You always try to eat foods you haven't tasted yet. The reason for this is for me to appreciate the goodness of life (trying all sort of things I haven't experienced yet), and for you to be cautious that not all things are good.

h. You're in Zurich. I'm in Manila. For you to always remember that you have a boyfriend here waiting for you and for me to realize that we sometimes need distance for us to grow and be strong.

I love you baby

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These little differences make relationship grow stronger. Sometimes, when you think that you're not meant to each other because of these differences, you're wrong. These are eye-openers to the other side of the world. Once you and your partner are perfectly compatible because of these differences, life would be so much fun and fulfilling.

Tired. 88

I couldn't think of something to write on. I'm just tired - from work. It's actually our go-live on Friday. It means more reports to produce and I need more time to focus on my team's performance - I can't afford for more errors this time.

Hasta pronto. Adios.

Diciembre A Uno. 89

First day of December. Wohoooo... And my countdown is on its 80's. 9 days to go it'll be 70's. A lot of things happened for the past weeks and it feels good to achieve those. My spanish class really helps me to move forward and be excited for the coming weeks - I hope I'll be able to complete all levels as I want to be certified. And yes, 23 days more and I'll be home.

Today, nothing unusual event has happened except the fact that I was at work, helped all my staffs complete all cash and stock reconciliations, prepared myself for the risk meeting only to know that Stephanie Russel canceled it (many thanks to Ochinda), approved tons of matches, and had a good time working with my team.

Pretty tired, but, hey, this is what I'm paid for. lol.

Time is a bit sluggish again. I wanna go home. I wanna see my mom and everyone back home.

I miss my baby. 89 days, kaya yan!

90 Días Para Ir

If you're depressed, how would you deal with it? What are the things you would do for you to overcome it? I guess this is what I am feeling now. Maybe, I just need a break, stop thinking, and start packing things and go to Zambales (haha, how I wish I could do that today).

I just need a break.

Three more months. 90 days. Still a long time. Still waiting.

Enjoying Life With Love. 91

Few months ago, I thought I would be single for a couple of years, although, the thought of being with someone was never short. Who could have imagined me being in a relationship? Or should I say, opted to be serious about it rather that wandering around enjoying the gifts of being single?

A lot of things I could have enjoyed if I were single. First, I could go wherever I want without worrying that someone might be looking for me. Asking permission from your partner was one of my most-hated things to do before. Why couldn’t I enjoy myself being free? And, was it really necessary to ask permission rather than informing your partner on your whereabouts? Second, I could do everything I want in life without thinking if these would affect both of you as partners. An exemplar would be making friends to others – obviously, one of the most well-known issues in a relationship. Why couldn’t I make friends even though the intention was nothing but making friends only? And making friends wouldn’t really hurt your relationship (unless, there’s something in it – but, not me). Third, I could move freely as long as I want without minding the pressure of handling someone with care. I guess this one was the most difficult part to do in a relationship – being responsible at all times. I was afraid of responsibility because I couldn’t do all the things I want. Instead of happily living life as it should be, the presence of your significant other would hurt that fundamental nature of life.

But now, I have realized that loving someone makes me enjoy life more – more than what life has to offer. Love has an unfathomable meaning - not just by being responsible, not just by achieving things together, not just by allowing both of you to be fulfilled and happy, but also, reaching the true meaning of living life to the fullest. Without love, this world would never be a good place to live in.

The feeling is so great to be in love and I would never trade this to anything else that would hurt or ruin all the life’s chapters that we have spent together.

At this point, I could not ask for more. I feel so complete and I thank God for this opportunity He has given me.

¿Cómo Estás? at 92

First day was a blast. I came in early, 30 minutes before the class has started, looked for my name on the lists posted on each glass door, and alas, found my nómbre on Aula Siéte. I was supposed to go in right away, but due to my high anxiety levels, I decided to wait outside. Well, what could I say? It was my first day.

The class started late by 10 minutes and we met our professor, Sandra. When she walked in, she said, “hola! Buenas tardes”, at least I understood that one. However, when she asked us, “Como te llamas?”, we didn’t know what to say. I didn’t know what como means nor te llamas. And to our amazement, she kept on speaking in Spanish and my seat mate asked me, “I thought we’re in a begginers’ class?” Nevertheless, we apparently knew that she was asking about our names as she drew a lot of figures on the board. She didn’t try to translate these Spanish words into English as she didn’t want us to do English translation if we try to speak Spanish. We got her point of view – a lot more difficult if we translate Spanish to English than learning the language by itself.

We started by simple words and phrases. Good thing that Filipino language is so akin to Spanish (not all the time, but, at least). We started with the word ‘hola’ with no H (eych). Then cómo estás, and the different words on how to answer back – fenomenal, muy bien, bien, asi-asi, mal, muy mal. Then, she taught us on how to introduce ourselves in Spanish. Let me try again:

¿Cómo estás? Buenas Noches. Me llamo Jermaine, Y tú ¿cómo te llamas? Soy de Ciudad de Davao, pero, vivo en ciudad de Mandaluyong ¿dónde vives? Mucho gusto, hasta pronto.
¿Cómo se escribe Jermaine? Jota, e, erre, eme, a, i, ene, e. ¿otra vez? No. Descausa pausa.
Gracias. Buenas noches, otra vez.

How as it? Good? Muy bien!
Afterwards, Sandra taught us the use of Yo, Tú, El, and Ella. Then she shared a lot of most commonly used words in Spanish. She even asked what carné means. We confidently answered, MEAT. We laughed our hearts out as we knew that it means “card” as she was informing us to get our library cards next week. That was so hilarious.

The whole afternoon was full of fun. Met new friends, my seatmate Vange, and my co-avid fan of Manchester united, Stephen. We had our snack at Wendy’s, then I headed towards intercom hotel to workout.

Now, I am decided to complete all the levels at Instituto Cervantes. The teaching is good. The school is very nice. The students are awesome (I even asked my friend to pay me a visit at school, I guess you know why). Lol.

Hasta la semana que viene.

93 Days To Go

All I know right now is that I'm in love with you. No matter how far we are with each other, whatever road you may be on, I know my love for you will never fade. On the day that you will be home, I'll throw my arms around you, hold you tight, and I will never let you go. 93 days seems so long, but I know, it's worth the wait.

Just remember, you will always be my baby.

I love you!