Today is Wednesday, November 11, a US holiday (Veteran's Day), thus I don't have work today (Thanks to Paul for giving me the chance to take this leave and have him cover for me at the office). I'm dying to take this leave as I need to take a breather - away from the office and more time with my friends.
Last Saturday was huge. I cried for hours and couldn't sleep thinking that 4 months would never easy for me. I hated the feeling of seeing someone close to you walking away from you in the airport. I felt I just couldn't breathe at that very moment and my mind was terribly exhausted thinking about it. As we went out of the airport, I took a last glimpse of the airport building waving goodbye to my baby. Vermon started his car engine, moved out of the parking area, and finally out of the airport compound. I went straight home, and couldn't sleep.
I was deeply depressed the next day, Sunday. I invited Cham to spend her day with me. We went to Trinoma and had our lunch-sort-of-a-dinner at David's Hotpot. I told her everything and I felt really good as she knew the meaning of empathy. We watched a movie (Law Abiding Citizen) as we always do with my baby every Sunday. Went to Eastwood after that (finally after 2++ years). We watched the fountain as it danced through the music the mall was playing while having our Ice-blended coffeebean drink. When the mall played 'I Could Not Ask For More', I cried while watching the water dancing with the music (Cham didn't know this as a I wiped my tears right away). I had a great night with her. I would love to spend my Sunday again with her. Thanks Cham.
Now, it's already 4:46 pm and I need to get ready. Vermon and I will be meeting at the gym, will work out while waiting for Leo. I know tonight's gonna be full of fun with my dearest friends. I need them now.
I miss you baby... Ich liebe dich!
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