Destiny. 96

I know I've been talking about 'waiting' for days now. I know it's hard but I couldn't help it. I started my 100 days countdown few days ago but it seems that it drives me crazy thinking about counting the days. I couldn't sleep at night (or rather in the morning) just thinking about it. 96 days is still a long time and I know a lot of things can happen.

Few months ago, I would always think that I would be single for the rest of the year. I didn't even care about the thought that someone was waiting for me - someone whom I shared my life with for the past year. And I took that for granted.

When I started working on my current company, a lot of things have changed especially with my work schedule. Still, I didn't mind that at least, I should have been sensitive to what others have felt towards me. I was immature, insensitive, and a daft prick. I enjoyed my life so much without thinking that I could have enjoyed it more if I have only grabbed the chance for me to love somebody. My bad, and I am regretting it now. My baby left for Zurich two weeks after we became official.

But, hey, its not too late yet. The story doesn't end here and we are just starting to create our first life's chapter together. I don't believe in destiny alone. But rather, I believe that we are destined to shape our own destiny. Destiny alone wouldn't bring you to your happiness together. I mean, both of you has to work on it - you have to be there, at least. Even though you are worlds apart, you still have to build that bridge - a bridge that would always help both of you to keep that fire burning.